So I am not going to lie...mainly because I am not a liar, and I dont think lying is every really helpful for anyone, even if you are telling someone their butt doenst look fat or they are nice when they arent because they are your boss... So basically I am really excited and love my life! My life is one of those anomalies I guess. I feel like most people have some sort of order to their lives. I mean everyone has extenuating circumstances every now and then or a bump in the road here and there but I feel like mine is just way more complicated then it could be. I like this song by the weepies called simple life! It goes:
I'll kiss you awake, and we'll have time
To know our neighbors all by name, and every star at night
We'll weave our days together like waves and particles of light
I want only this
I want to live
I want to live a simple life
So pretty much the whole song is about falling in love with someone and having a really simple life because the only worries they have, are about their life together and what they are going to do to be happy forevers. Really cute. But to be honest when is love ever really THAT easy. I mean its great when it is but maybe again thats just my life. Let me put it this way. I have been home from school for about a month and a half...soon enough, and i still dont have a job. Now I may not be many things but I am a great employee! Everyone I have ever worked for has begged me to stay working for them. Every single one. Now thats not meant to be boastful, just to make a point. There is a reason for everything all! I am serious. There had to be a reason why I couldnt find a job...and it was revealed to me today why. Its more of a process of unwrapping i guess. Like unwrapping a cool present...inside of another present, inside of another one....keeps going...thats my life. Hehehe!
I realized recently that my not having a job this past month has really been a super awesome freakin I couldnt have asked for better blessing if I tried blessing. My sister has been in and out of the hospital, strangely not weird for her and our family, but I was greatly needed at home to pick up the slack and stuff. Not only that but she just had surgery on monday and my brother is still recovering from intense surgery. Wow complex...not yet. haha. So yeah well wow ok...i wont mention other stuff but I have been enlightened and seen that its been a very very very good thing.
Then today I get a call from a really good friend back home home in MD! She is having a hard time getting around and needs some help and not only that but she wants to publish something about these bugish things she has discovered. Point is awesomeness happened and she wants ME to go out to MD and help take care of her for a while and help her write a grant to get money to study this thing. Right now I am wondering what the deal is but I am for sure going to go out there for a few weeks and get paid to be her personal assistant for a bit. I am excited about the grant thing and heck I have never written one! She has though so I will just take directions and type and whatever else but wow...cool beans baby! Yeah well I am even just really excited to go home! I miss MD so bad sometimes. Seriously. It kills inside how much I miss all my friends and the climate...the nice grass :) yay! Can't wait! Wish me luck all and I will keep ya posted on whats up but man Im so excited. I might leave in a week to head out that way too! yayayayayayayayayayaya!!! Then go back to utah for family reunions and weddings!
Life is great but wooow really? Curve balls much??!!
Constantly struggling to learn,
Patience
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